By Cate Lycurgus, 2007-2010 Summer Staff Alumna & Adult Volunteer
This winter I lost my father, who I had lived with and cared for over the last six years. Being fairly isolated, the all-too-familiar chronic fear for those I love and their health, on top of community and societal concerns, can threaten to overwhelm me.
Grief-in-place on top of shelter-in-place has been challenging, and it is easy to succumb to despair. I often combat despair through writing, and so have taken up a poem-in-place practice, drafting one piece everyday. Sometimes it is praise, sometimes it is witness. Sometimes though, all I can do is cry out, beginning, “Dear Lord, Dear Lord, Dear Lord…”
For centuries, people have been crying out to God. In Psalm 116, David writes:
“I love the Lord because he hears my voice and my prayer for mercy. Because he bends down to listen, I will pray as long as I have breath! Death wrapped its ropes around me; the terrors of the grave overtook me. I saw only trouble and sorrow. Then I called on the name of the Lord…”– Psalm 116:1-4 (NLT)
Take a moment to consider:
- What is something weighing on your heart today? From where do you cry out? Try writing your own prayer or poem as a way to express your heart’s concerns.
- In the waiting, can you hear the pain or cry of another amidst your own darkness? Are there places, people, or situations of loss or injustice that need your ear?
- Scripture says God has heard our cries and complaints (2 Samuel 22:7). How have you seen evidence of this in your life? If you have not, how might you be on the lookout for this?
- If you feel moved at some point this week or in the near future, write a prayer of thanks or praise to accompany the lament you’ve written about. What blessing might accompany the pain you’ve lifted up?
I’ve included one of my prayer-poems below. God can handle our honest aches and is big enough to handle them.
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